Oh Dear! More Changes

Oh Dear! More Changes

One of the things we learn, hopefully in our early adult years, is that throughout life it is often necessary and important to make changes in our lives. There are a variety of reasons for this. The changes may inspire us, make us feel excited or give us a feeling of anticipation. These changes may also be a bit scary, filled with anxiety and/or “stop you dead in your tracks” frightening for an indefinite period. Again, this may happen for a variety of reasons.

Example of these changes include:

• Finishing high school, college and/or starting a job/career or changing careers,
• Going from being single to being married and often becoming parents,
• Retirement due to age or leaving your job due to a disability.
• Moving from one apartment to another, one city to another or even moving to another state.

I have gone through three of the above examples and they were not necessarily easy. I experienced a variety of emotions in each case. I made life adjustments as needed. Some adjustments took weeks and others took months to accept with support from family and friends. It is a great blessing to have people in my life who have been ready to support and encourage me.

The changes I am now having to deal with are due to memory issues that are related to aging and family medical history.

In the last three or so years I started to make minor changes to my daily routine and habits. I can see now that there will be more changes coming and I do not know how prepared I am for them. Truthfully, at this point, I am not even sure what these changes are.

I will admit that I feel a bit overwhelmed with uncertainty as well as nervous about the future.

I received a copy of my Neuropsychology evaluation results. I was surprised to see the number of areas noted in the results.

Overall, I found the results both scary and encouraging. Some results were positive to very positive while other results were just okay. Other results were not so good. Hence my feeling of concern and encouragement.

I met with my neurologist to review the results. There was mild cognitive impairment. Of course, memory issues were why I started going to the neurologist and why I am taking medication. The evaluation also confirmed that I was suffering from mild to moderate depression and PTSD.

We agreed that I would take medication for my depression and PTSD. I resisted this step for the past couple of years. After meeting with the Neuropsychologist and reviewing the results of the evaluation, I thought it a prudent step at this time.

My next step is to meet with my primary to review the recommendations made and get the necessary referrals. I am hoping to get a referral to a psychologist or neuropsychologist who can explain in simple plain language what is going on and what I can do to improve certain areas and slow down the deterioration in other areas.

Until my next post, be well and look for the positive in all things.